My heart is
Full and yet
So empty.
Smiling brightly
At people I pass by,
Rustling skirts and
Shining cuff links.
My mask has become
A part of me.
Glittering dresses and
Trussed up hair.
Polished shoes and
Ironed trousers
One night to be
Sophisticated,
One night to be
Spontaneous.
Take a step
Into a whole new world,
Take a glance
At what might disappear.
Grasp the moments,
Make a memory,
Take a jump into the unknown,
Create your own world-
For a night.
You can be
Whoever you want to be,
No one will remember
The old you.
Take a risk
You normally would not
Even dream
To consider.
One night to
Relieve temptations,
Fulfill dreams,
Satisfy desires.
Who can scorn you?
Time suspended,
Rolling past without
The marking of the clock.
It lasts forever,
Yet ends so soon.
Great is the build-up,
The suspense,
The anxiety,
The excitement.
Growing until it’s gone.
Prepare for
Days, weeks, or months,
But in a moment
It will disappear.
Taste the bittersweet flavor
Of an innocence
Now lost.
Knowledge of yourself
So sweet-
Ignorance of the world.
A tart realization
Of how naive we
Once were.
Cry for what you have lost,
But quickly dry your face.
The fullness of life
Is approaching-
You must hurry
To climb aboard.
The train is passing
Through the night,
Carrying your life.
-Sabrina Hoddy
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